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The eternal friendship !!!!

Seeing the insanely worried kutti brain of mine, I have raised a question -  

What are you so worried about ?

I AM CONFUSED - answered my beautiful struggling brain !!!!!

When I tried to enquire the reason by asking why so - The good old answer came out - I DON’T KNOW :(

Poor brain, It forgot a very basic fact that at the end of the day it has a heart 

to listen with the patience of whole earth, 

to help in questioning itself, 

to encourage thinking out of the box, 

to manage itself under pressure

………..Moreover to love.

May be after finding no one in the room (Obviously it's not gonna find the best companion even after searching the whole world other than ME), it rested its head on my lap with eyes staring the sky full of stars………

The confusion is neither coz of sadness nor happiness. It's just UNKNOWN to the brain itself. I was trying to pacify it and asking it to burst out but it kept on disagreeing. It started hiding the tears but I can listen it's weeping coz I'm the heart !!!!

When the moment of saturation has come and it crossed all boundaries of wrecked stress, it finally started opening up and told me I DON’T KNOW what's happening.

I Don’t Know -

Where to start and where to stop

Whom to ask and whom not to

What to talk and what not to

How to behave and how not to

To Choose or not to

To be or not to

To exist or to vanish……..

The heart stopped beating and started murmuring for a few seconds, the body shivered, goosebumps all over coz it itself was confused 

                                         WHAT TO SAY & WHAT NOT TO

I took a deep breath, the beats came back to rhythm, goosebumps settled back and relaxed itself. The heart realized itself that brain is its best buddy and it needs help.

Hence came up with an everlasting solution and asked the brain to memorize one little phrase - 

NEVER FORGET WHO YOU ARE !!!!!!

Yes, the moment you realize yourself, you never tend to confuse or worry. You just do it in a flow coz you mean it.

Now, you will say -

I shall start now and won't stop

I shall ask myself and answer it too

I shall open up and be clear

I shall behave the way I want

I shall Choose the one I need

I shall be with myself

I shall exist !!!!!!!!!!!!

My dear Brain, you are not alone. You have a heart. We shall go hand in hand and tackle all the challenges forthcoming because our friendship is eternal.

We are the SOUL !!!!!!

                             



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