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My Genie !!!!!

 Sitting alone in a room was thinking deeply about a little woman, her ambitions, dreams, challenges…….

Little did she know what's going through in even a smaller part of the little personality - her Mind.

You know why????? Coz It wasn't syncing with heart……

What not didn't she see…….. 

      Anxiety, as high as the height of sky

      Stress, as deep as the pacific ocean

      Sadness, as strong as the aroma of pure coffee

      Depression, as clear as water 

Weighing a lot on her shoulders, searching for solace in some place and person, felt weak and fatigue after finding it in none, she gave-up the thought of achieving high

………………sshhhh it's actually not true coz she always had a hope to achieve what she wants…………

And one fine morning, she found the soul of hope…..

Like a lotus in the muddy pond, like sun in the solar system, like a GENIE for Aladdin……..

When I started writing it up………………I was waiting anxiously to meet this Aladdin……..But I realized u won't find it coz it exists everywhere, in every person around you !!!!!!!

One told me to be myself, the other told me to hold on to hope of my very existence and the other to have patience. Very strange to receive many good suggestions but the fact is all are true.

All of them lead to a path of realization, the way genie told Aladdin to confess the truth since it’s the source of love, my Genies around me told to be myself.

Finally, I me and Myself got to know that one shouldn't try to be happy coz it's not a practice, but it’s innate part of me which is

As pure as Mom's love

As crucial as Heart Beat

As bright as Sunshine in Summer

As cool as Winter snow

As strong as Will power of a Soldier

As high as Everest

As ETERNAL as Universe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE PEOPLE AROUND ME, I LOVE GENIES AROUND ME !!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE ME

I LOVE - MY GENIE !!!!!! 


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